MY JOURNEY (2) This continues in "Blog" format so the newest posting will show first and go backwards from there. Click on "Older" link at bottom of page to get to any that do not still show on this page....

Sep. 1, 2015

Sometimes its just about just putting one foot in front of the other even if you are not sure or can't see where it leads.... #justbreathe#faith

Aug. 23, 2015

Truth...its easier to let pain make to you hard...real strength and courage is built in being honest and opening your heart in spite of pain...real warriors let themselves feel...real strength is found in the courage to be soft....

Aug. 5, 2015

Truth.... you CANT "Fake It Till You Make It" especially when it comes to real pain and loss...(I HATE THAT SAYING!!)


Truth -Sometimes life is just not fair and no matter how great your attitude was or even if you did everything right- even if you "named it and claimed it" until you ran out of breath...there is no guarantee - you can still fail....still fall...and all those lies bring is deeper lies of Shame and frustration and rage...

Nothing good can ever come out of dishonesty to your own heart and soul - lying to yourself ...or hiding from truth of what's in your heart- trying to decieve yourself and others can never bring real healing...it will only deepen and prolong the pain...the only path to truth and real healing is honesty....HONESTLY facing, feeling, and fighting thru the pain....

It is only in those darkest of places where the light can eventually shine the brightest-when you finally fight to find the courage to look up.... it's taken me a lifetime to realize this truth and somedays still the darkness fights back...

but I now know where truth reigns -and there alone is where real healing happens.

Jun. 3, 2015

The promise was not an escape from suffering... but that when everything fell.... even in our rage and pain- for those who seek Him- those who know Him- the author of perfect love- who knows sorrow and counts every tear....we will be HELD.... thru our tears, thru our broken hearts... His Heart breaks for us - and HE WILL SOMEHOW MAKE BEAUTY FROM OUR ASHES if we will only just let him....